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[15 Mar 2006|03:16pm] |
sometimes, all you have to do is ask for something.
you can't expect people to understand with no offered explanation.
there's always a right and wrong way to go about things.
people that truly care about you would be willing to give you what you need,
but if they aren't asked for it, you can't expect them to just know.
being completely shut out of someones life with no explanation or notice whatsoever is extremely hurtful.
especially when the last words heard from said person were along the lines of,
'yeah, i've heard that all before. i'm done. bye.'
what would you expect us all to think?
and to say that you've cut off everyone from that part of your life would be a lie.
it's hard to look at this any other way than as a blatant personal attack.
you know that we are a very understanding group of people, between us, we've been through a shitstorm of the utmost rediculous.
we are never ones to judge, and you of all people should know that.
we knew your secrets, we loved you anyway, and we kept them.
so we weren't always the best at calling every day, but just like you are going through your rough spots, we are going through our own.
you can't ask for understanding and space, when you can't grant it yourself.
if the tables were turned, and you were completely cut off from someone with no explanation, no apology, no contact whatsoever, i'm sure your reaction would be just as bitter.
if not more so.
put yourself in someone elses shoes for once.
you had people that were willing to listen when you cried, people that did.
all you had to do was call.
people don't know you need help unless you ask for it, especially when you live 3000 miles away.
you can't say we never tried.
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[11 Mar 2006|10:27pm] |
one day, you're gonna need someone to pick you up when you inevitably fall back down.
everyone around you is going to shun you after seeing what you're capable of.
no one is going to want to love you, no one is going to want to help you, no one is going to want to be around you.
you're going to hit rock bottom, and you're going to grasp blindly in the dark for some kind of hand to hold.
to tell you the truth, i would give you my hand just because that's the kind of person i am.
it's too bad you're not the kind of person that deserves that kind of loyalty.
i hope you succeed in everything you ever attempt, and i really hope you find true happiness.
and i also hope you don't have to step on too many more people to reach it.
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[04 Apr 2005|08:16am] |
http://forums.somethingawful.com/showthread.php?s=1bb0bd08fe359c54664e15ea6cc993ef&threadid=1517046
You guys are hilarious.
I don't have problems with depression.
I'm not a goth.
Lurk on my journal.
Lurk on my myspace.
It's cool.
I'm glad you guys have found new and clever ways to amuse yourselves.
EDIT: Since I don't feel like spending $10 to join in your internet forum hijinx, I will respond here. Just to let you know, noone clued me in on your internet surveillance. I'm just not a moron. When every other comment screams SA! SA! I'm bound to figure out eventually that you're Something Awful goons. When a site search at SA turned up nothing, it didn't take long to find your forum.
It's alright really, now that I know what you're all about, comment away.
2nd EDIT: Hey Moosh, please refrain from referring to me as crazy girl. I am perfectly sane, and happy despite the fact that I have a livejournal and a social life.
3rd EDIT: Turns out that this was all just an elaborate practical joke. I know the person who posted the link, and why. You can continue harassing me about my color scheme, ect. Just know that now it's REALLY just one big joke.
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[03 Apr 2005|12:07pm] |
Legends of the Fall was probably a worse idea.
Haha!
Oh geez.
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[03 Apr 2005|10:42am] |
Clearly Serendipity was a bad idea.
Now instead of being convinced it's just some higher power cruelly fucking with me,
I'm pretty sure it's fate.
Obviously.
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[03 Apr 2005|06:39am] |
I really don't know what to do about this.
I guess I have to give it time.
I think I'm tired, but I'd rather just stay up and watch Pretty in Pink at 7.
I have to do some cleaning.
Is anyone going to My Bitter End tonight?
Perhaps someone that wants to drive me and Carolyn.
Call me.
My livejournal entries are starting to sound more and more like my myspace bulletins.
I want breakfast.
Let's go get some.
I'm going to go pee now.
P.S- You sure are lucky I got over that.
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[03 Apr 2005|12:23am] |
I am so beyond angry right now.
Fuck this shit.
I'm out.
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[30 Mar 2005|09:45pm] |
There's a lot that still doesn't sit right with me.
Oh well.
I need to move out.
Pronto.
I think I got over you last night.
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[29 Mar 2005|03:18am] |
There is a VH1 Documentary about Jenna Jameson on right now.
I'm very happy.
I watched the worst movie, ever tonight.
If anyone ever tries to get you to rent Campfire Stories, punch them in the face and rent a Misfits DVD instead.
I'm really confused about all of this...
Oh man.
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[27 Mar 2005|05:47pm] |
Back to public entries for a bit.
Nothin to hide.
Moving on to more important things, my nephew can count to 5 in japanese.
He's 2 years old.
And he's American, before you say anything Taeko.
The Hardcore Superbowl was yesterday.
I missed it.
To name a few... MADBALL, Sick Of It All, Scarhead, Billy Club Sandwich...
Yeah. I am AWESOME at missing important stuff like that.
Seriously, I could have cried.
Whatever.
Anyway, my stomach hurts and I have to go cry over The Little Princess.
kpeaceoutsluts.
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[02 Feb 2005|07:11am] |
I deleted like everyone.
If you got deleted and you really care that much, I will add you back.
And don't take it personal if I deleted you.
I just went down the line and clicked names.
So yeah, whatever.
Make some noise.
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| Also... seeeeeeen horz ro0l |
[30 Jan 2005|06:35am] |
For the record: If you are 16 years old, and spend more time at starbucks or hot topic then you do at shows... You do not know how to bring the mosh, or anything for that matter. Just because you have heard of a band, or even heard them, does not mean you like them. You are not tough. You are not cool. You are not awesome. You are not a bitch. You are not special. You are not original. You are just like every other scene slut, come to terms with that and life will be a whole lot easier. Try...
A) Listing bands that you actually like on your profile, not just xtuffx ones.
B) Un-installing photoshop.
C) Shutting the hell up.
D) Killing yourself.
You will not kick my ass. You will not break my face. You will not knock my teeth out. I will talk all the shit I want, and you won't say a God damned thing. And on the off chance you do, maybe you will earn my respect. Or lose a few teeth. OMG I'M SO TUFF!@!
Oh, and please stop coming to shows. Those tickets could be sold to people who do more than flirt with dudes in girl pants. Also, you get in my way when I'm trying to walk. It's obnoxious. Thanks.
You know who you are. And if you don't, message me. I'd be happy to clarify.
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[09 Jul 2004|05:56pm] |
Ok so listen little girl...
You started all of this. You cheated on Matt. You called us all out. We're responding to you.
I'm saying right now, you shut your mouth and leave Matt alone and it's all over with. Fighting random girls isn't really all that high on my list of priorities. You fucked Matt over, what's done is done. Don't keep pushing your luck, and don't say we're we're the ones that started this. If you knew anything about loyalty or friendship which, obviously you don't, you'd realize that all this is just us caring about Matt.
If you still feel the need to prove yourself, so be it.
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[06 Jul 2004|07:59pm] |
I think I'm turning in to a boy.
Not physically, but mentallly.
There is a japanese childrens show on tv right now. It's up there with one of the most disturbing things I've ever seen. I think I might just have a seizure.
I'm going to miss the first episode of the World Poker Championships and the Real World Reunion Special tonight. Oh well.
My knee kind of itches. So does my ankle.
Lindsey should hurry up.
( Nothing of any interest )
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[27 Jun 2004|01:41pm] |
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That's cause you're a slut.
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| Regarding the June 1st entry, and the responses recieved... |
[06 Jun 2004|09:00pm] |
This has nothing to do with me being bitter. The things that I know keep me more than satisfied with very little reason to be jealous. This goes a lot farther than that while having absolutely nothing to do with him. I just don't see how you can threaten me when you're absolutely no threat to me at all. I'd be more than happy if you'd try and "strangle me" yourself. Actually, I think I'd be overjoyed.
You have no idea what you're getting yourself in to.
You had the chance to confront me face to face, and what did you do? Don't say things you can't take back, and more importantly don't make threats you can't back up.
As far as he's concerned? At least I wasn't stupid enough to fall for his bullshit.
I'm not down with this livejournal drama. Ask Tyler for my number, we'll meet up. Mohegan Diner sound good to you?
This is all I'm going to say on the matter out of respect to a certain individual.
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